Blogging is Theurapatic

I miss blogging. It seems almost impossible to blog nowadays. Priorities have changed, it was at first no blogging with lots of blog readings. Reading blogs is inspiritional, however; somehow it came to a point where time is just too precious to be wasted on anything but sleeping. And now, have lost the touch on the art of blogging. Once it was easy to pen out whatever it was in my thoughts, but now; words have to be arranged few times before it sounded right.

Had taken a looong leave as I am now a fulltime housewife. It was at first some kind of embarrassment; friends lashing out comments on how easy of being a housewife; not getting any money etc etc. It is not easy at all.. Like SERIOUSLY...  with 2 precious kids; life is just getting tougher. Kind of difficult to explain, it takes another housewife to understand. Even mothers do not understand what I do; though mainly taking care of my own kids, except for 1 or 2 of my closest friends. Well, might as well skip this chapter.

Been a while since I blogged. Last time was when I was still with Aydeen. Now, I have Asher as well. My 2 kids. Life still goes on, with them being my priorities. There is so much to talk on.. as like my second pregnancy; labour pain, new kid, training, races, family, friends etc etc. Time just wouldnt permit. Or maybe I cam zombie through my blogging =)

2nd pregnancy was much easier. Having the first one, with 24hrs labour (including being induced); 2nd one seemed like a bliss. Ran through my pregnancy, jungle trekked, ran a half marathon (thanks reita), ergo & I had a shorter labour. Never easy; its just as painful.

Came along Asher, now its like no time for training. Well, actually no time to cook a proper meal, no time to do housechores, no time for myself. Just as I would like to be selfish, if there is anytime I can escape from my kids, I would like to go running =) All chores/training to be done late at night after my kids are asleep. Have been about a year or two since I had facial/spa etc..

My diary has been a boring one. The whole book has doctor's appointment, or where the kids went, or a 4km jog with kids scribbled on it if lucky. Life is boring.. It is monotonous & repetitive. Somehow, life got slightly more interesting as I had joined some adventure races. Thanks to hub for being my partner. Though I scolded him alot during the race, nevertheless he was ever so willing to be my race partner. Thanks. Races detail in next entry. It might be another year or two before there will be more posts, I guess =)